having a job is making me feel boring. i get these intense impulses to just continue only going to work, and home so my job will be my life, and for some reason that calculates in my head as tricking my mind into thinking i am havingf fun, and not missing everythign around me, run on sentence.

i feel worried for no real reason, so i thinkk i will shop for things on the internet with my non existant money.

you sleep when you're dead.

but it seems like everything died a long time ago.